Under the great heavens, someone waits for you. It doesn't matter if you are from afar. It doesn't matter if you journey slowly. Just see me soon. And we'll share such love that will never last.
There were times when I can't just help it but to pity myself for I feel so ugly to have no serious relationship since birth. I am talking about relationship with an opposite sex here-- a boyfriend. I admit that I had lots of guys before, when everything seems to worth a try, I tried to have a boyfriend. I tried to have more than a dozen of boyfriends. However, as an impatient kind of girlfriend I was, only one passed the three-month rule, I had a relationship with him for four months, it holds the record for the longest commitment with someone as of today. All through time, I thought I was pretty cool to have such ability to change a boyfriend in a short period of time. Now, thinking about it makes me condemn my stupidity back when I was in my worse of my immaturity.It was an experience though it makes me regret that I haven't given importance to such feelings I offered someone. At the very least, I am grateful that I realized it eventually.
I was very single and very ready to mingle when I entered college since I wasn't able to have such love life for almost two years because I was so busy heading the student government back when I was in my junior and senior years. All the while, I thought it would be easy for me to catch a fish in such new sea. I thought it would be easy for me to have that someone whom I can engage myself into for a lasting relationship, longer than four months. I had lots of crushes in the campus now. I have sighted and admired guys again. I tried to get someone. Yet all the while, I was wrong. It was never easy to fish, especially when you want something in demand and the sea has shortage of it.
I had been rejected by most of them.
I was hurt.
I tried to cursed them.
Until I learned the lesson.
